Friday, December 19, 2008 @ 12:50
s u n r i s e

This morning i woke with sorrow
It has been like this for quite a while
morning really sucks
everyone is out
and i was left in the house for the whole day
i woke up
i had breakfast, while i was watching some Youtube videos
lately i cant have my breakfast or lunch, without turning on my computer
it is too lonely to eat alone
i did some house chore
walked in the garden for a while
showered then did some art work
lunch time
and i had it while i was watching Youtube
again
i read books
went online
and my thoughts were wandering
time does not fly here
i am trying to get myself occupied
with something or anything
at least to keep me away from doubting myself
'am I happy now?'
confused
tired
and lost
Kao is here
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