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Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 21:09
relationship

Photobucketok guys. this post is a lil bit serious and quite mature
if you don't agree or anything. i'm ok with it(:

i am those who always look for the future
and this time it's valentine.

my last year valentine was ordinary, nothing special
unlike the previous one

lots of people asked me about my 'relationship'
98% of the answers are lies
why? cause i think the truth is useless sometimes

now, my 'relationship' part of my heart stop functioning, but expect to work again soon
i used to believe that 'having relationship with someone' is like
precious oxygen that makes me alive
but i was wrong, it is just a drama. you will survive without it

Oh yeah, actually i had been through several 'realationships'. seriously
but the almost-proper ones are only two. the rest are quite hallucinative
but now i'm absolute single(:

i have stopped listened to those 'omg its so painful you break my heart' teens' songs
and getting very annoyed when people 'break up'
i feel like go and shout at their faces, how precious they are to have 'at least someone'
for each other.

but i'm not searching for relationship either
if it comes, it comes
but the feeling of this haunts sometimes
and that's why i stops taking a walk alone, and also tends to watch romance less

lets talk about sex. all the adults always view teens' sex as 'juvenile'
or even some teens tag it wiht those attitudes 'bitc h , pimp , slut, sick , horny freak' or whatever
i'm nothing against it
but i view sex as the ultimate way to express your affection, and not lust
btw i'm still a virgin(:

sorry for this, dun-know-wud-to-say post
its just my thoughts(:

oh. i never mention 'love', cause i believe that our 'relationships' haven't reachecd that level yet
btw someone mentioned about my JOB QUALIFICATIONs
HERE it is

job: Junior Client Service at Design Lab
qualifications:

i ardy conrtacted them but they havn't contacted me back yet. wth):
wish me luck yay:D